year in review: twenty sixteen.

Looking back on 2016, Michael and I experienced countless lows scattered with some highs. It was quite a year. Despite the lows, I choose to praise the highs because I'm a glass half-full kinda girl.

january-
we celebrated Michael's 30th. I had grand plans for a huge surprise party, but as life does, it came so fast and I didn't get it planned. We did have a mini surprise party at Soulshine with family and close friends

april-
we celebrated 5 years of marriage with a babymoon/anniversary trip to Nashville. My darling godmother Babsie and her husband, Dave, were excellent hosts who spoiled us rotten. picture this: sleeping in late, waking to breakfast and coffee on the table, no agenda or kiddos schedules to stick to, working out without a stopwatch or baby monitor, and a lovely dinner under the sea at the Aquarium Nashville. I know, I still pinch myself. It was wonderful, even if I was 8 months pregnant!

may-
Everett Peter McElroy joined our family on May 7th, earlier than expected but granting us with a few extra days to celebrate his sweet life and baby snuggles. I'd had contractions weeks leading up to his birth so I wasn't alarmed when they became more regular. On Thursday May 5th, I thought I was gonna have a baby! I did what ever other fit momma would do, and I decided to go walk two miles while regularly having irregular contractions the entire trek. I will never forget the details of that walk...I prayed and worshiped the entire time. I giggled at the passerby's on the path who looked at me like the crazy momma I was- working out at 9 months pregnant in public and acting like it's completely normal is just funny and frankly a bit crazy to most. I speed-walked proudly down that path with my swollen ankles and dangerously low hanging belly, all the while praying out loud to Jesus and singing worship songs in between the prayers....all of this while counting contractions. Despite my best efforts at bringing this baby early that day...I woke up Friday and he was still in there. It actually happened exactly the way I had always expected it to happen though. The next afternoon, Friday, I arrived to the gym for my daily dose of Crossfit with my Iron Sharp Family. I was  preparing to do my final workout of this pregnancy and hurriedly warming up and getting my equipment set up when it happened...i'll spare yall the details but I knew I shouldn't attempt to finish my workout that day. I was about to meet my little boy! The Lord knew just what I needed when it came to going into labor with my second little love...the next 12 hours were absolutely refreshing and perfect for this gracious momma. All the dots connected and I met my sweet boy the next day at 12:01pm while listening to 'Holy Spirit' in a room filled with love, laughter, and sweet tears of joy.

july-
July 2016 will forever be ingrained in my memory as nothing less than awesome! It was this month that I became a full-time SAHM, launched One Gracious Momma, and jumpstarted my new lifestyle of healthy habits. I'll refer you back to this post where I described all of these awesome happenings in detail. The ability to be home with my boys is by far the most rewarding and most grateful blessings I have received thus far. (besides April 30, 2011 when Michael and I became wholly His as ONE in Christ).

september-
I competed in my first Crossfit competition in years- team of course and all for fun! We spent a few days at the beach with family to follow the competition- Everett's first beach trip! This was refreshing as it was our only vacation this summer since Everett was born. We celebrated my big boy's 3rd birthday as well this month!

october-
I rang in my last birthday of my twenty-somethings. The clock is ticking towards 30 and I already know it's gonna rock!

november-
We excitedly welcomed my brother home from deployment! Lots of family time was had by all, and we celebrated Thanksgiving holiday with our entire family at our house. BLESSED.

december-
This month flew as it tends to do every year. I really love Christmas season and all the it entails- the decorations, the music, the smells, the cooking, the snuggles, the movies, the gifts, our Savior's birth. This was the first year that my oldest (halfway) understood the magic behind this season. Michael and I have had several 'Santa' discussions, one's we'll surely have to share with our Camp next year. Everett's first christmas was filled with crawling, present and ornament grabbing, and sitting up. My boys are growing up before my eyes...and I'm thankful I won't miss any of it.

As we ring in the new year. As we look forward to 2017. As we anticipate, set goals, plan, and make resolutions......
may we be PRESENT.
may we be PERSISTENT.
may we be BRAVE.
may we be BOLD.

present in the little moments that I would hate to miss.
persistent in prayer.
brave in my mission to declutter and become a minimalist.
bold in my faith.

present with Jesus, with our spouse, with our families.
persistent in our goals, our dreams, our mission, our passion.
brave to be the best version of ourselves.
bold to finally do those things that we've always been too scared to do.

see ya later, 2016.
let's do this, 2017.

here's to persistence,
reagan

sleep who?

when your 7 month up {finally} starts sleeping through the night and your 3 year old suddenly decides to start getting up at all hours.....

sleep.
it's not something we're used to in this household.
it's not something we get much of.
it's not how we make best use of our time.

As a child, I was what you would call a "night owl". My mom's favorite story to tell is that she would find me up at all hours rearranging my bedroom furniture. I remember staying up late, but I also remember waking early. My motto on sleep was "I don't want to waste my day!". Whether it was Saturday morning cartoons or a chance to watch the sunrise as a child, which developed into an early morning run and coffee and quiet time in the Bama Chi-O house kitchen...I've never required much sleep (and/or enjoyed it). In nursing school, I would stay up studying until wee hours, get in bed for 3-4 hours sleep, then get up and head to the Rec to never miss a workout around 5am.

I'm not sure how healthy my sleep patterns were in my entire child and young adult life...

Fast forward to married life with kids....
I always knew I'd be fine with newborns in my life because sleep is a rare thing for them and I didn't need much sleep to get by.
Michael and I are both early risers by nature, but one huge change for me after marriage was an early bedtime as well. Before kids even, we'd be in bed as early as possible knowing that we both would be waking early to start our days. Michael as a gym owner and coach and me as a nurse- our days start much earlier than most.

Sleep is essential. There are countless reasons. I was reading something during quiet time recently that pointed out how as humans, we cannot function without sleep in our lives. Think about it...there are A LOT of things we CAN live without, but sleep isn't one of them. Michael blog's on sleep and the importance of it often. Here is one post he wrote.

I know that I'm a momma of young littles. I know that this phase will come and go before I want it to. I know that one day, I'll see a few extra hours of sleep again....

BUT.
I also know that I'm blessed with healthy babies. I'm thankful for these sleep-less creatures that I've been given to rear and raise. I'm thankful for loud cries and snotty noses. I'm thankful for little voices and gentle touches that wake us in the middle of the night.

so for now...
I'll open another box of tissues and wipe that nose.
I'll rock them no matter how big they are.
I'll tie that shoe for the twentieth time.
I'll answer to "why" and "momma, watch a trick" over and over again.
I'll hold you because you are tired of the high chair.
I'll scratch your back and tuck you and your puppy in a second time.
I'll keep you safe from crawling and grabbing things you shouldn't.
I'll read "just one more" bedtime story.
I'll relinquish my OCD tendencies and let you help me wrap the presents.
I'll pour another bowl of cheerios even though you haven't finished the first.
I'll sing another silly song and dance a little longer.
I'll share my snacks with you because "your tummy growled".
I'll wipe up another pile of spit up and wash unending loads of laundry.
I'll make silly faces and sing for you to see that gummy smiles again.
I'll pick up the toys and repack the blocks a thousand times.
I'll wipe up the milk you spilled while trying to "do it myself".

I won't ever stop.
Not ever.
Never.

I can't say I'll be well-rested or dressed-up or without black rings under my eyes....
But I can say I loved them well and hard. I've prayed for them and with them.
I will always show up.
I will always be present.
And this gracious momma will always be your biggest fan, baby.

sleep-who????,
reagan

coming up for air.

this gracious momma is about to embark on a new adventure.
this gracious momma is about to begin what could be a fairly lengthy process.
this gracious momma is about to fearlessly face my clutter head on.

this gracious momma is about to CLEAN OUT // DECLUTTER.

This topic has been on my mind for several months now. Since being home more often and constantly surrounded my my stuff....I am borderline hoarder vs. the ultimate organizer/packer. I am 29 years old and I have accumulated more stuff than knowingly possible at my age. And the truth of it all is just that.....it's just stuff.

"I will wear this again one day"
"I can't get rid of this (even though I haven't worn it in 6 years) because it cost too much"
"This was a gift from _____"
"But I really enjoyed using that dresser in our first house"
"When we have a bigger house one day, we'll need more furniture to fill it up"

I could go on.
The excuses and reasons behind why I'm holding on to that 'stuff' is endless....but the stress it causes me to live in a constant state of clutter is officially overwhelming this momma.

I've had enough.

I have been piddling through things over the last two months. I have made what felt like 'progress' on days I can count on one hand. But now, now I'm ready. And I'm putting it out there for all to see and hold me accountable for making this happen. I have been praying for this day for sometime now. I pray that God will use me and humble me in this process. I pray that I will learn just how much I have and be reminded of that in times of envy or want. I pray my 'wants' vs 'needs' will become exceeding evident. I pray that God will use my 'clutter' to bless someone who is in need. I pray that by ridding my life of more stuff, I can enjoy my family and the little time I have with them more. I pray that the 'clutter bug' never returns to this home.

< If you know anyone with a direct or specific need, please email me at reaganmcelroy@gmail.com.
I would love to help.

Lord, use my 'stuff' to bless another.
And use this purge to bless me and my family.

here's to operation declutter our life!
#blessmymess

seeking breathing room,
reagan

ever changing perspective.

Perspective: a new point of view

"Abba, Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will." Mark 14:36

What do you think Jesus' perspective was as he anticipated his death. He knew it was coming-fully God and fully man. He waited for the moment to arrive.

I have found myself praying for a new perspective on numerous account lately. It's not something I've been 'studying'....not something I have had on top of my mind...not something I've blatantly noticed the Lord pointing me towards...BUT GOD. I am putting the pieces together and finally hearing what the Lord has slowly been revealing to me over the last few months.

PERSPECTIVE.
to be positive in the negative.
to be thankful even when lacking.
to worship in times of trouble.
to seek HIS will when I want my own.

Each morning during the quiet and dark hours, I spend time with Jesus. (This is a precious and cherished time for me!) I read books, study scripture, draft notes, and journal my prayers. My prayers usually include whatever is on my mind that morning, something I've been praying about for weeks or months, and for people who the Lord asks me to be in prayer for. My prayer journal has revealed to me a new perspective- God's view...His will...His cup.

-At 2:30am, rocking my baby for an hour before he finally gives in, only to wake back up in a few hours and begin the process again.
       >I have been given a healthy baby boy from Jesus.
-When digging through buckets of toys, and bagging up untouched toys in perfectly good condition to deliver to Goodwill so that I can declutter my house.
       >I have a home to come to with a roof for protection, beds to sleep in, and food to eat.
-On the first of the month when your bank account reads negative red numbers, only to transfer money from a separate full account that isn't lacking.
       >I have money in the bank.
-When a decision you have been praying about finally comes full circle and the answer is obvious.
       >Jesus answers. Jesus leads. Jesus reveals.
-When crime creeps into your neighborhood where you once felt safe and trusting, and suddenly feel the need to research alarm systems, security cameras, and keeping your garage door closed as I'm home with my kids all day.
       >I am safe. There are children who wake up in the middle of the night to gunfire every day.

PERSPECTIVE.
let's seek a heavenly point of view when things get hard.
let's change our negative sight to positive praise.
let's be grateful even when things aren't going our way.
let's rid our hearts of envy and thank Him for all he has blessed us with.
let's remember the miracle of life when close friends are walking through infertility.
let's listen to the His answer's instead of seeking to find a different one we like more.
let's stand firm and fearless in a world where crime is now everywhere.

let's remember why we celebrate Christmas.
JESUS.
JESUS.
JESUS.
Not my will, but THY will.
Take this cup from me, Jesus.

"He became the lowest to show us glory in the highest"

gaining perspective everyday,
reagan

it is finished.

"When he had received the drink, Jesus said, 'It is finished'. With that, he bowed his head and gave up his spirit." John 19:30

finished.
complete.
fulfilled.
accomplished.

Jesus bridged the gap between "I need to do this" and "I want to do this".

How often do you find yourself checking off the list of "the right things to do" in order to receive Jesus' love and assurance of faith? This is natural for the human flesh to continually strive to please Him and 'be perfect'.

(Insert GRACE.)

The moment Jesus declared that 'It is finished' saved us from that battle between need vs want.
"I need to read my Bible again"
"I need to join that Women's Bible Study at church"
"I need to tithe because that's what God would want"

-All of these statements are true and important, but when our minds connect with our hearts and we allow those words that Jesus whispered on the cross to sink in, we find GRACE.

"I want to read God's word today"
"I want to be part of a Women's ministry to join in life with like-minded ladies"
"I want to tithe out of obedience and faith to that Christ for what he's blessed me with"

"Thanks be to God, grace set me free. The moment I finally understood I couldn't save myself was the day I began living because of what Jesus did, not because of what I needed to convince Him I could do."

it is finished. -Jesus

resting in Grace and obedient in awe,
reagan

the Permanent One.

"In light of God's Truth, we can zoom in on the details of this life without our being ruled by uncertainty and fear. And in light of God's Truth, we can zoom out to see the whole, God-sized picture, knowing He and His Word will outlast anything we can see or control.

When the temporary has passed away, when The Stack and every other finite thing has finally returned to dust, we'll be left standing face-to-face with the Permanent One. There will be no more guesswork then."     (excerpt from She Reads Truth By: Rachael Myers and Amanda Bible Williams)

Permanence.
      In Christ.
      In the questioning.
      In our fears and doubting.
      In what the future holds.
      In our present lives and circumstances.

GOD IS THE PERMANENT ONE.
The only Permanent thing we have to seek, to hold, to get to know intimately, to love, to trust, to believe in.

When I am feeling overwhelmed by doubt, fear, questions, and concerns....my God is something PERMANENT that I can hang on too. Praise Jesus for that. In a world that is passing us by so quickly, I need a bit of permanence to keep me grounded.

So with that....
Whatever the Lord is calling you to.
Where you're being nudged to turn.
Whatever decisions you're facing.
---------turn to Jesus, your permanent one.

"God's covenant to us is not dependent on us. Not even a little bit. His guarantee is permanent, even when nothing we can muster up in response is."

seeking permanence in Christ,
reagan

wanting more.

what a struggle in the world we live in.
MORE. MORE. MORE.

I have been praying and practicing 'less' lately. This is something that I desire so deeply- to feel uncluttered, less consumed, present. Simplify.

Two sides of these prayers:
1) Simplicity. Less stuff. Less clutter. Less drowning in my possessions.
2) Presence. Less wasted time. Less rush. Less 'how much can I fit into the amount of time I have'

The Lord has been working on my heart this week.
And I know I've told you before, but I often hear his voice clearest through worship.

"Wilt the seeds of wanting more. Ripping pride out by the roots."
I heard it loud and clear during a run this week. Two lines in the lyrics of a powerful song. Two lines that I've probably never payed attention to before. Two lines that haven't left me since I heard them again days ago.

I HEAR YA, GOD.

When we are painfully conscious of our flaws, Jesus slowly and preciously reveals to us what we need to hear and learn. Sometimes is subtle and sometimes he shouts it, but always he tends to our needs and he presents us with what we're seeking. Just at the right time, just when we least expect it (or is our heart secretly waiting for response?), just when you think you can't keep afloat any longer without knowing the direction we are to take....He reveals himself.

For me....MORE.
I'm drowning in the stuff. I'm covered in clutter. I'm consumed with wanting more.

"But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ- the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith." Philippians 3: 7-9

wilting seeds and ripping pride,
reagan

stillness. here's my heart, Lord.

"Be still, and know that I am God." Psalm 46:10

in the quiet.
stillness.
let it be.
to know.

I AM GOD.

This verse has been swimming around my thoughts for the last few weeks. I have read, heard, noticed, and been aware of a much quieter presence and place that the Lord is calling me to. He is teaching me and speaking to me. If only I could connect the dots...

My 'full circle' answer hasn't appeared yet.
BUT GOD....I know it's coming.
I'm all ears, Lord.

I read the Proverbs 31 Daily Devotions and one this week was another pointing finger from God for me. The title was "Still learning how to be still". I love that statement.

Stillness for me is nearly impossible. Honestly, it is.
This is precisely why I cherish so greatly my time with Jesus in the wee hours of the dark mornings when I rise. Early, before daybreak, beating the busyness, before the anxiety of watching the minutes tic on my clock....I meet with Jesus. I read. I pray. I worship. I listen. I think...clear thoughts.

This is where I am most still. Where I have the ability to be still. When I am 'allowed' to observe the quiet and stillness that the Lord call us to.

I wouldn't trade this time for all the extra sleep in the world.
This time is precious to me. Literally, it is NECESSARY for me in order to function, to be the mom and wife I need to be, to be raw and real with Jesus, and to have 'time' to listen and learn what he is teaching me in this season.

So, with that, I ask you...Are you making time to meet with Jesus?
Uninterrupted, raw and real, still and quiet time. Time for deepen your relationship with Jesus.
Intentional time to "be still and KNOW".

The things he will reveal to you in this precious time will leave you clinging for more...
More Jesus.
More time.
More worship.
More prayer.
More life.
More STILLNESS.

daily surrendering to the quiet,

reagan

who can stop Him?

"For who can stop the Lord Almighty?"

This one-liner hasn't left my head for weeks now.
-I've texted it.
-I've journaled it.
-I've shouted it.
-I'm claiming it.

Remember I told you here about how I almost ALWAYS have a song playing in my head, if not multiple songs =) Lately, "The Lion and the Lamb" has been playing on repeat in my head. The lyrics touch deep into my soul and resonate with current life happenings for me right now.

I cannot wait to see every knee bow before Him.
what a sight!

But, for now, I'm hanging on to the truth that absolutely NOTHING can stop our Lord.
He rules over all.
He reigns over all.
He fights all of our battles.
HE WILL WIN.

BACK OFF SATAN!

Hang on folks. Whatever you're facing at the moment. Whatever fear is ruling your heart. Whatever prayers your waiting to hear answers for.....
WHO CAN STOP THE LORD ALMIGHTY?!?!

"If God is for us, who can stand against?" Romans 8:31

holding on with a clinched grip,
reagan

search. know. test.

"Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts." Psalm 139:23

search me.
know my heart.
test me.
know my anxious thoughts.

These statements absolutely ROCK me.
How many times have you found yourself in a battle?

Time and time again, after praying the same prayer countless times, and still {hesitantly} waiting for God's response....the Lord reveals and HIS plan comes to fruition.

PRAISE THE LORD!

As I'm sure we can all agree, it's in the waiting where we learn the most, where we find Jesus, where we are left completely empty as we've poured out all we have to Him. This is what he wants for us! He wants to see us fully reliant on him and his Word in our lives. He knows our heart better than any other. He knows our deepest desires and our every thought. HE KNOWS.

So during times of anxiety, impatience, questioning, or uncertainty of what is next...I challenge you be still and KNOW. Calm your anxious heart and TRUST. Ask Him to SEARCH your heart. Wait for the TEST of his presence and listening ear.

KNOW.
TRUST.
SEARCH.
TEST.

search me.
know my heart.
test me.
know my anxious thoughts.

constantly praying and patiently persevering,
reagan

do something

what will you do to be the change?
how will you influence others?
where will you seek answers to make a difference?

"God, why don't you do something?"
He said, "I did. I created you."

God knows our best intentions. He knows that although we are humans- sinful in flesh, selfish most always, and imperfect beings- He knows our deepest desires. He knows where we place our values and our priorities. He knows our thoughts and he knows our prayers before we even ask. He knows what we place before Him and where he falls in rank on our priority list and in our daily decisions.

Seeking God FIRST and foremost, as our biggest priority in life, He promises we will find him.
No Matter What.

Our God moves mountains.
The biggest mountains and the smallest hills.

What are you going to do to be the change in this journey of life?
Afraid you can't change anything?
Worried about failure?
Who am I to influence great impact?

"When you are faced with situations that feel like mountains you can't climb, or a decision you don't know how to make, remember that our God is a God who moves mountains and causes the miraculous to happen."

God created YOU for a purpose.
A specific purpose that ONLY YOU can fulfill.
Your path, journey, race, and plan were all written specifically for YOU to fulfill. His plan for your life is for YOURS only. No other person can fill this path or journey that was paved for you alone.

Lets not get distracted by other people's paths, journey, callings, gifts, or plans.
Don't waste your time wishing you were running someone else's race so much so your quit running your own race.
You run YOUR race.
You find YOUR calling.
You seek YOUR path.
You utilize YOUR gifts.

"I will lift my eyes to the Maker of the mountains I can't climb"- Bebo Norman

LOOK UP. EYES AHEAD. GAZE UNWAVERING.
DO SOMETHING TODAY.
JUST START...He will bless your journey.

seeking to find with goals in mind,
reagan

Friday's Faves

Today I simply want to share a few of my latest favorites!

1) DIFF EYEWEAR-
I am LOVING my new DIFF eyewear pair! Stylish, affordable, and charity based mission.

2) Corkcicle Tumbler-
I am a sucker for a good cup/water bottle. You won't find me anywhere without some type of water cup in hand (especially in my current state of nursing and maintaining a high supply/demand of production!).
These cups are along the same lines of the Yeti, but these have color options and have a lower price point. I currently use my 16oz for my coffee every morning. I literally make my cup around 5:30am and I'm (usually) still sipping on my HOT coffee until 9am. When they say it stays hot, they mean it!
My 24oz tumbler is wonderful because it keeps my water COLD. I also love a straw.
Most importantly, they are CUTE! I am monogram-obsessed, and my cups both display it! My coffee cup is vinal monogramed and has our gym logo on the back. My water cup is etched and painted with our gym logo, name, and my name! Obsession is such an understatement =)

3) Summer Supplements-
Confession: I was a complete coke-zero addict. Key word here- WAS! I gave up my soft drinks with the help of my Thrive and my utter obsession to chase my healthiest self yet.
In exchange for my daily coke-zero with lunch, I picked up LaCroix. I love having several different flavors to choose from!
Nuun- Michael loves these and has used them for some time. I picked up the habit after sweating it out this summer when at the gym. Yummy flavors, added water post-workout, and electrolyte replacement. I pick up a few each time I run to Target, but the can also be found at Dick's.
Mother's Milk Tea- self-explanatory....Mom's will do anything to boost/maintain a healthy milk supply =) No idea if it is contributing, but I drink it every night after supper.

4) The Happy Planner by: Create 365
Adorable, customizable, affordable, and organizational- the perfect planner for me!
I bought mine from Sam's Club, but I found them at Michael's. Lots of add ons available!

5) Nike Metcons-

I wear tennis shoes daily. When I find a pair I like, I don't look back! I obsessed with a great tennis shoe and I wear the same pair until I find my next obsession. I saw this pair on a friend and I knew instantly that this was my next pair!

6) Crop Tops-

Postpartum body loves a loose top. Crops are my favorite during this hot summer with (much) appreciated 'give' of the top. Long enough to cover up for everyday wear, but flowy enough for a breathable workout.

Pictured are the Lululemon Fast as Light Muscle Tank and Bella Crop Top

7) Women's Barbell- One More Athletics 

My most recent obsession is my women's barbell for my home gym! We purchased this one second-hand (love a deal!). With the pink accent, it's a must for this girl! And goodness, how I've missed working out with a women's bar vs. my husband's bar for all my home workouts =)

I hope this fun and funky post finds you well! Celebrate this FRI-YAY!
Much love to you all!

graciously obsessed,
reagan

your choice, HIS voice

"Jesus called every one of us.
You have a choice. Your voice or His voice.
Your way or His way.
I implore you- choose HIS way, the way of ABUNDANT life."
       -"God Knows My Name" By: Beth Redman

You have been CALLED.
Have you heard him?
Are you even listening?
Have you been listening but still haven't heard him?

We all have different situations and requests from God in life. We have requests FOR God and FROM God. Regardless of whether you're asking Him or whether you've felt him asking you....will you obey?

Following through can be the toughest part...but the blessings bestowed in the end are the prettiest part of the whole story. HIS way offers abundance. Choose HIM. Choose life IN Him.

GO.
Be Sent.
Live.
Abundantly.

challenged and driven,
reagan

Thy will not my will

because we simply cannot be reminded enough times....
THY WILL BE DONE, Lord.

I just cherish those moments when everything you've been praying about, even the small things, seems to come full circle. You meet the Lord face to face and you just wrap your arms around him in the biggest bear hug yet. That day will come but for now, I usually get knocked to my knees in that powerful position worthy of praise and simply say, "THANK YOU, JESUS". I experienced one of this full circle moments last week.

I received the text that was anxiously expecting to come once September rolled around... My nurse manager asked when and if I wanted to remain on the as-needed schedule at work. My heart literally skipped a beat when I read it. I stopped immediately, closed my eyes, and prayed...Lord, lead me. I forwarded the text to Michael and waited for his response.

You see, I have a heart for my nursing career. I LOVE that part of my life... I love my coworkers, my hospital, my patients (better known as friends), and I love the blessing that my career has made on my life. But...ever since my first was born, my heart has been in a tug-of-war between my career and my calling. Fast forward from my first child's birth to now, I've read books, prayed without ceasing, listened, and searched for the Lord's direction to lead me. And for the first time in (almost) 3 years, I can boldly and proudly say with pounding excitement in my heart that I am officially a Stay-at-home momma!

While preparing for Everett's arrival, Michael and I made the brave decision that we would remove Camp from full-time daycare and send him to Mother's Day Out program twice a week beginning in the fall. Our original plan was to leave him in full time until September when he could start MDO and that way I would have a few months to adjust to newborn schedules and life with two babies under my care. My heartstrings began pulling instantly after Everett's birth. I just couldn't justify driving my oldest to daycare and having someone else spend the day with him while I was home with my newborn and just as capable.

"Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you." 1 Thessalonians 5:16

After much prayer, I pulled him from daycare to be home with me and Everett. What I experienced the next 2 months was life changing for me. The amount of joy, love, laughter, and life that I received from being home with both of my boys these last few months has changed my perspective and my purpose. Life isn't about serving myself and making sure my needs are being met completely....I was made to be a momma. I feel overwhelmed with the love and life that the Lord has given me in these boys, and frankly....I don't want to miss any part of this opportunity!

Back to my original point...
not MY will but THY will be done.

I'll break it down into a quick bullet point here:

Thursday: Received text about potential return to work. With much hesitation, I responded that Yes I would be returning and I would plan to come in the following week to update my certifications.

The following Monday: Heavy hearted through the weekend, I prayed on this. I still felt unsettled about Everett beginning MDO and not being with him for a few hours two days/week. I wasn't ready to leave him right now, especially since I don't "have" to this time around. So.....(on the last day I could) I called and gave up Everett "spot" at MDO. I just want him home with me and I think this is best for the both of us right now.

Tuesday: I called and informed my nurse manager that I will not be returning to work. Right now, in this season, I am not being called to nurse and care for patients...I am being called to care for my children. I know this is what the Lord wants for my life right now...and for the first time since Everett was born, I was able to exhale and breath a little easier with the weight of that decision finally being lifted. I just can't justify my selfish desires to continue being a nurse when I'm being called to serve my children and my husband at home.

I got off the phone with my nurse manager and this came on.....

FULL CIRCLE, LORD.
Months of persistent prayer and fearless faith later...and the Lord reveals HIS PLAN and HIS PURPOSE.

God GOES BEFORE US y'all! He has already been there. He knew we would end at this point. He knew where I was being led. He knew what HIS PLAN was for me. And as long as we pray, listen, have patience, and boldly trust his provision for our lives, we will see the BIG PICTURE of his full circle plan for us.

full circle excitement,
reagan

faithfully and fearlessly leaping

do not be afraid.

Do y'all remember my blog post about being a difference maker??
Referencing the scripture in Luke 5 and declaring the bold promises of:

DIFFERENCE MAKER.
NEW IDENTITY AND NO FEAR.
DO NOT BE AFRAID.
YOU WILL CATCH MEN.

This morning the Lord led me to Joshua 1:9- "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go".
My family has had a significant amount of change occur this year. Although change is rarely a bad thing in the end, it isn't always easy to bear along the way. I shared with you in my "welcome back to blogging" post about several of the biggest changes I have walked into. The Lord has truly guided my every step since listening to Him and making a faithful leap to follow.

More recently, God has led me to leaping day after day. The deeper your heart is in HIS, the more obvious the answers will be when he tells you. Especially when you ask and ask and ask...just listen and follow your heart to where he is leading you. When we ask him for advice or what his desire for us is, HE ANSWERS. Don't miss what he's telling you. DO NOT BE AFRAID!

God moment: this scripture is the verse we chose to be Everett's life verse! The picture above was taken back in April before he was born. The scripture chalk board is Everett's door hanger that my amazing new friend, Olivia, wrote out for me on the board I made. The picture on the left is a baby gift that my best friend, Ruth, sent us for Everett. I hear ya, God! It's funny how things work out like that...but when I stop and remember that the God of our universe is preparing our path and placing these types of subtle hints in our lives, I'm left awestruck and thankful.

If I want to be a DIFFERENCE MAKER in this world then I must take actual steps of action. Lets work together in taking these steps together! Michael posted this yesterday and I think it follows suite very well with the point I'm trying to get across.

"A year from now you're going to wish you had started today." 

fearlessly leaping,

reagan

all to you, I surrender

"I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my loving eye on you." Psalm 32:8

instruction.

Are we following HIS instructions?
Are we reading our instruction manual (AKA The Bible) He provides us?
Are we allowing the world around us influence our path or are we following where the Lord is leading us?

From a young age, I have always been very independent and responsible. I was the odd kid who set my own alarm and woke up to prepare for my day before anyone in the household was awake (besides my dad who is an early riser as well). This began before I can even remember- back in elementary school sometime. I have always lived with the mentality of never wanting to "waste the day"! As soon as the sun came up, I was up and at it, even on Saturday morning sleepovers with friends.
I am still this way. Early to rise, (not so) early to bed (anymore).

Independence is not a bad thing, so don't hear me saying that...but it has cornered me in several rough patches of life in my past. Independence and control go hand-in-hand for me. That's a blog for another day, so let me get pack to my original point- INSTRUCTION.

God WILL instruct you.
God WILL teach you.
God WILL provide the correct path.
God WILL show you the way out.

But we are required to FOLLOW.
Following requires faith. Faith to let HIM lead you during an uncertain time. Faith to remove all barriers the surround your heart in order to let HIM in.

"God has a journey for your life. It looks different than anyone else's. The road he's carved our for you is yours alone. It's always the road less traveled because you're the only one who is ever going to walk it. Oh, sure, he'll give you wonderful traveling companions to go with you. But don't let that fool you: that doesn't mean their paths are the same as yours-just that they're parallel for a time. So if you've been feeling guilty that your path doesn't look like Spiritual Samantha's then breathe a deep sign of relief. Your GPS (God Positioning System) is going to get you exactly where you need to go. And he promises to be with you every step of the way"
-excerpt from "You're Already Amazing" By Holly Gerth

LET HIM INSTRUCT YOUR PATH.
LET HIM LEAD YOU.
LET HIM TAKE YOU TO YOUR NEXT STEP IN LIFE.

Start with prayer. Intentional, relational, instructional prayer to help you reach HIS path for your life.
SURRENDER TODAY. SURRENDER NOW.

surrendering control and allowing God to lead,
reagan

perfect love.

"Perfect love drives out fear" 1 John 4:18

I started reading my next book this week: "You're Already Amazing" by Holley Gerth. Holley writes around the dare that we "don't have to do more, be more, have more" in life.

Reading this morning, Holley talks on the difference between growth and perfectionism. She writes, "We've been made perfect-check-but we're still in the process of being made holy. God's goal in our lives is growth."

"Perfect love casts out fear (1 John 4:18)
        I don't have to be perfect.
        I only need to be perfectly loved.
        And I am.
            So are you.
        (page 47)

A dear friend's name entered my mind when reading this reminder this morning. This scripture resonated with me and my heart, and with all that she is currently battling at the moment. After praying for her, I thought I need to text her that verse. Being more rushed than usual this morning, that thought slipped my mind as both kids woke up and momma needed to get to a meeting. A few hours later, I passed her car parked at an office. *Light Bulb ON*- send her the text God reminded me! Without hesitation, I simply sent "Perfect love drives out fear". What she replied back is why I'm blogging about this now.......

I HEAR YA, GOD!!!!!

Something we both needed to hear today, and something He was already speaking to each of us individually! How COOL is our God?!?!?! Don't you have chills?!?

Y'all....when you talk to God, HE TALKS BACK! ALWAYS! You may not notice it if you're not keeping your eyes and ears wide open. It is most all the time very subtle. But these are the moments I live for. These are the times that I can't help by cry out and say THANK YOU JESUS! 

So just because I know you needed to hear this reminder today..........

"Perfect love drives out fear" 1 John 4:18

divine appointment with Jesus,
reagan

seeking our strengths IN CHRIST

strengths.

We were each gifted strengths from God. Do you know what yours are? Are you willing to learn more about each of them? Are you confident in yourself enough to admit them aloud?

Discovering my strengths has always been something of interest to me. It's not something I do enough of, but there have been several specific times in my life that I dove deeper into learning more about myself. No, this is not a selfish thing for you to be doing so go ahead and tell Satan to BACK OFF. Investing in yourself is not only necessary to serving yourself, but you are doing those around you a disservice by not doing so. For example, when I miss a day of training, I am doing a disservice to my family because I tend to be more irritable and sluggish and in turn cannot give them my best self. Making time to get my 'sweat sesh' in has proven to be of utmost importance in my daily life in order to serve all those I do well. You simply cannot serve others to your full potential without also serving and caring for yourself and your daily needs.

Take time to learn about yourself over the next few weeks with me. Follow along with me on this journey, and let's learn how to be better servants by learning about ourselves. We're going to hone our focus on remaining "IN CHRIST" while learning how to better serve and meet the needs of those around us by growing and developing our own personal strengths.

Take a few minutes to list some of your strengths...and GO!

Was that hard for you? Why?

"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13

BELIEVE IT, ya'll. Stop. Take a deep breathe. Refocus your attention to our task at hand. BACK OFF SATAN. Now, reread that scripture with confidence.

IN CHRIST, we find our strength. We can confidently dive into our souls and dig out those strengths he's gifted us with because it is HE who choses our gifts, our talents, our strengths. It is CHRIST who "knit me together in my mother's womb". We are EXACTLY THE WAY HE WANTED US TO BE.

Let's praise him today for our strengths.
I pray that we can erase the false words that Satan feeds us to try to convince us we are ungifted and constantly lacking. LIES.

No one else can be used to make a difference in the world the way you can.
Ask, Seek, and Find.

Lord, I pray that you will reveal each of our particular strengths so that we may focus on the positives in our lives. I pray that you will use us to fulfill your glory through our strengths. Jesus move in us and build up confidence that we are lacking. Keep Satan far from us as we seek to know you more and serve ourselves and others using the strengths you created in us.

seeking strengths,
reagan

making prayer a positive habit

fervent prayer.

that is where I am striving to be and where I want to continually seek to learn more.

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Philippians 4:6-7

I've been praying my entire life, ever since I can remember at least. I learned my bedtime prayer at a young age and often I still repeat this prayer when my head hits the pillow at night. I have even taught this very prayer to my son as we say night night prayers.

However, I've recently been challenged to PRAY FERVENTLY. (I'd encourage you to read Fervent Prayer by: Pricilla Shirer)
Fervent: intensity of spirit, feeling, enthusiasm (dictionary.com)
PRAY FERVENTLY: Praying with intensity of spirit, feeling, enthusiasm

Imagine that? What visual pops into your head when you imagine what it looks like to PRAY FERVENTLY? Typically, you would visualize a paster you once heard praying out loud with gusto. Maybe, a worship leader you've heard in the past praying over a large crowd. Maybe a motivational speaker you listened too once in your lifetime.

You know what I see???
I visualize what I would LIKE to see happen. I see the future me that God is revealing. I see a calling and challenge to deepen my prayer life.
I picture me in a quiet small setting, on bended knee, head bowed and eyes closed, tears streaming down my face, as I cry out to God.
I see focus. I see practice. I see moments of quiet and still, but also moments of worship and song. I visualize what God wishes my prayer life would look like, what he has in store for my future, what he envisions our relationship to look like as He leads me beside still waters and down straight and narrow paths. I see hope.

I hear ya, God.

A few ways to make prayer a positive habit in your life:

1) Start with simply journaling your prayers. I'm a list-maker so I simply number and bullet my prayers each day. Over the last two months of doing this, I have seen such a positive impact in my prayer life. Taking intentional time in my morning to WRITE DOWN my prayer requests to God. I can visualize what is on my mind, but also I will be able to reflect back months down the road and see just how my prayers unfolded according to God's plan.

2) Pray FOR your spouse. Every day. This is the person you are closest too. Your spouse knows you and desires to know you deeper. YOU MUST PRAY FOR YOUR PERSON. Just do it. You will begin to see a stronger and calmer presence in your spouse as your are praying fervently for him/her.

3) Set a phone reminder to alarm every hour. When your reminder chimes- actually pray! I know life is busy, and who knows where you will be when it alarms. But no matter what you're in the middle of, simply stop for one quick minute and whisper your requests and gratitude to God.

4) You know all those times you are in conversation with someone and they tell you what they are currently battling? In the south, we tend to respond to these instances with "bless your heart, I'm so sorry to hear that, I will be praying for you". I challenge you to not only speak those words, but actually pray. Right there. Right now. Out loud. Through text message, email, phone conversations, in person. Wherever you find yourself. When you hear those words come out of your mouth and written in a text- DO IT NOW! The person on the receiving end of the prayers will be just as shocked and touched as you will be in return for actually doing so.

These are just a few ways to start deepening your prayer life with God. I'd love to hear your "prayer habits"!

And know this with boldness and confidence as you read this statement right now.....
I AM PRAYING FOR YOU! Yes...YOU! This very minute and throughout my day.
YOU are in my prayers. I will not forget you.

fervently praying,
reagan

take heart my friends

Peace

"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27

"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." John 16:33

From "Fervent" by: Priscilla Shirer
-PEACE = unhindered access back and forth between Him and ourselves
- whatever lack of peace you or I might feel with God and wherever we may feel it, it's always coming from a source that is NOT God because He has already blown down every door that keeps us from experiencing total peace with Him

*Our peace WITH God infuses us with the peace OF God
*It's a gift that keeps us stable and strong even when our circumstances are the furthest thing away from being peaceful

I am clinging to the powerful PEACE that Jesus alone offers to you and to me on a daily basis. TAKE HEART, my friends. Just as Jesus commands us. TAKE HEART today and forevermore.
I needed to be reminded of this today, and I thought maybe some of you did too.

Jesus has overcome this world. Already. Then, Now, and Always.

peacefully rejoicing,
reagan

the only position worthy of praise

The enemy has been throwing some solid bombs my ways the last few weeks. My story is too humorous not to tell you...

It all started with my washing machine making a terribly loud racket noise. You know that "the washing machine is about to grow wings and launch right out of my laundry room" kind of noise. It has done this with most loads for about a week so we decided to call the repairman. On Monday (now three weeks ago), Mr. James came to take a look at my washer. Well my washer/dryer are stacked (and literally built into my laundry room to fit perfectly with very little wiggle room!) and he quickly let me know that he would have to come back later in the day with a second set of hands. Mr. James and Mr. Chris returned that afternoon, unstacked my set, and found 3 different problems that needed to be addressed. They needed to order a part which meant I was out a washer for the week (and my laundry room was a mess).

Thursday-
I was dealt an extremely unfortunate fraudulent IRS call that resulted in 2 hours of fear, worry, and scary situations. Ultimately, it ended with all things clear and no loss, except time, tears, and Camp missing his final swimming lesson and "show". Ew. Yall just pray for these people. They need Jesus so badly.

Friday-
Mr. James and Mr. Chris return with replacement part in hand! They fix my washer and reorganize my laundry back to working manner!! Yay!

Saturday-
Mom is in town to keep the boys while Mike and I host our "Live Iron Sharp Workshop". (So thankful for grandparents!!!) While cooking breakfast that morning, my oven goes bonkers. Beeping noises, temperature gage running from 170-350 degrees, and no hope in it stopping. We flip the breaker and call customer service. After trying what she advised, we schedule a repairman to come look at it- earliest available appointment is Tuesday, when I am supposed to be leaving for a little family vacation to the coast. =(
*Saturday night- I turn the breaker back on to use the microwave for dinner and it seems the oven is working! THANK YOU JESUS!

Sunday- Cooked several freezer meals for the month in my oven! Whew! Cancel that service call.

Monday- Plans change and I decide to follow my mom home to the coast today instead of leaving tomorrow. Packing up and getting ready, when the washer starts to regrow wings again....same racket as before has returned. Call Mr. James back and wait to hear from him. I decide to head to the coast anyways. Mom is following me down 49 heading to the coast, when she calls and tells me she thinks my car is smoking and to pull over at the next gas station for us to check. Sure enough, I pull in and we see a trail of fluid following behind my car. We walk to the front to look under the car and oil is POURING out from under my car. (Mind you I had my oil changed and car checked out the previous week.) Thankfully, a nice gentleman walks up and offers to help. He checks my oil level, makes a few calls, and directs us about 2 minutes up the road to a service and repair shop. Arriving there, we unload two sleeping children and the nice guys begin the process to problem solve what's wrong. Waiting....they find one thing and fix that hoping it will solve the issue....it doesn't. So, we are told we'll have to leave the car for a few hours before they can further explore the cause. We then proceed to unload car seats and a weeks worth of vacation gear into my mom's car before choosing to go ahead and leave my car at the shop and continue to the coast. Keeping this (already) lengthy story short, the entire 2 hour drive remaining I was on the phone with a million people. The end result was positive (THANK YOU JESUS!). Lexus Customer Service ended up paying to tow my car from Mendenhall service shop (Thank you nice guys!!!!) back to Jackson to (prayerfully) fix what we expected to be a recall on a busted oil cooler pump (?). Thankful for all involved in this process!! We made it to the coast safely, just a few hours later than originally expected =)

Tuesday- Called Customer service at 7am to get the ball rolling on my car. Customer service scheduled the wrecker through Triple A to go pick up my car. I received noticed before 8 that they were heading to the repair shop to get my car. Sometime around 9, I missed a call from Nicole at Triple A who was checking to make sure I was pleased with their service. She left a sweet voicemail thanking me for my scripture in my voicemail message. I didn't return her call because all things were clear and I was pleased. She then proceeded to call me back again, two more times (which I missed because I wasn't with my phone). I called her back when I saw this and we talked for a few minutes. She shared with me that she really just wanted to hear my voice and speak to me and tell me about the song "Strong Enough" by Matthew West and what is has meant to her.

I HEAR YA, GOD!
If ALL of this I have been through was for nothing else other than to touch Nicole's life than I thank you and I appreciate all of this. I see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Updating to today, my car is still leaking and my washer remains unfixed....BUT GOD....these are still just THINGS and God is good!
I just can't stress about these minor material things in my life after hearing and praying for all of those in the flood lands of LA and tragic interruptions in the Oxford families lives. I truly woke up today appreciating another possibility to serve my God and LOVE HARD and FIERCELY. Life is precious, and yes, our days are numbered. Thankfully, we serve a mighty God, and I am left in the only position worth of praise- kneeling with my hands raised and crying out to Jesus.

GOD, YOU REIGN.

praying and praising only HIM,
reagan

sister sister

The boys and I have spent a few days on the coast with Birdie and Pops this week. My sis-in-law, Bonnie, and her girls came over from Florida as well. The kids have had quite a big time, despite the steady rain.

Bonnie is one of those women you just can't help but admire. I find myself often asking, "How does she do it?" You see, Bonnie is a SAHM mom of 3 girls (4 year old and 1 1/2 year old twins) and a dedicated wife to my brother who is currently deployed. She is what my family likes to call "Super mom". Day in and day out, Bonnie selflessly gives her up her own life to serve her girls. She is bright, brilliant, and beautiful, and she is raising her girls to be exactly the same.

Yesterday, Bonnie and I had the opportunity to "escape" baby-less for a quick shopping and coffee date. For a momma, this can be both exhilarating and nerve wracking at the same time. We have a hard time leaving our babies, and you never know when we'll get the "rescue us" call. (Birdie and Pops are truly incredible to us and our babies!!!) We had a great time though! Adult-talk and conversations, afternoon Starbucks splurge, shopping (FOR OURSELVES!), and just hanging out!!! All of this happening with two free hands each and the pressure-relief from the "Momma-call".

I just enjoyed being around Bonnie, as we don't often get to do this enough.
Bonnie, thank you for dedicating yourself to your family.
Thank you for loving my brother so hard.
Thank you for bringing these 3 sweet girls into our world.
Thank you for your servant's heart and genuine joy.
Thank you for your positive attitude despite tough circumstances.
Thank you for selflessly devoting your life to be the best momma and wife possible.
Thank you for being YOU!

I love you and cherish our friendship, Bon =)

cheers to super-Bon,
reagan

BUT GOD

"My heart and my flesh may fail, BUT GOD is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." Psalm 73:26

BUT GOD....

How often do you find yourself mid-prayer and suddenly you drop the "BUT GOD" bomb?
I caught myself just this morning, while writing my prayers down I even WROTE it for my own two eyes to see. Right there is front of me. Asking, repenting, seeking, searching....BUT GOD.

This phrase can be read into context in two ways:

1) On the defense; defending our actions or requests.
"Lord, I know that you will provide, BUT GOD I am so fearful and worried about ______."

2) Freedom; releasing us from restraints.
I am weak, BUT GOD is strong.
My heart fails me, BUT GOD strengthens it.

Check yourself, friends.

How are you praying?
Are you believing with ALL of your heart and soul that the Lord is leading your life, that He will provide, that He will never leave you or forsake you, that He knows your hurts and struggles and does not dismiss them???

Let us not allow our sinful flesh to control our lives. May we learn to pray with trust and an honest heart towards God, fully knowing that He hears us. He is leading us. He is our strength and our portion no matter the countless times we fail him.

In the words of my momma as she battled cancer and withstood months of chemo and radiation....
God's Got This!!!!

yearning and praying with intent,
reagan

You've been warned, Satan.

FEAR.

Fear is something that absolutely drives Satan. He pushes as hard as he can to instill fear in our lives. To make us feel that we don't add up, we're not good enough, we're inadequate at something. And the sad part it, he usually wins.

It seems that FEAR is such a driving factor in today's world. We're scared of everything! We walk around in a constant state of worry which distinguishes all fires that God has lit in our soul. When we are constantly worried, our fear keeps us from seeing God's plan of action for our life played out. WE MISS THE BIG PICTURE FOR OUR LIVES!

This past weekend my husband and I hosted our second Live Iron Sharp Workshop. Our first workshop was this past January. See the gap there? It had been 7 months since we've reviewed the material, refreshed our memory on topics, studied up on what we wanted to teach. You get the picture. Longer than we'd originally planned, but also longer that we had preferred. Why did we wait so long? I'm not 100% sure, but that's besides the point. In July, Michael said I picked a date for our next workshop and we're going to host it at our gym. Yay! Ok, we can do this!

Michael worked tirelessly on promoting the workshop (truthfully, the best he'd ever promoted something to this point in my opinion). He teamed up with our friend, Rich, to revamp the material and media side of the workshop. They worked for hours of several weeks leading up to the workshop to mold this product into what Michael had envisioned it to look like. Michael is an all or none kind of guy, laser-focused, kingdom driven to glorify God. He knew what he wanted the result of this workshop to be, and he let nothing stand in front of him to accomplish this task.

And, with God, he did it.
I couldn't possibly be more proud of him.
And I couldn't thank the Lord more for a husband who not only listens to God's calling on his life, but FEARLESSLY makes it happen and get's to see the Lord's plan played out.

Speaking of fear, we all feel it at some point, even my bold and kingdom driven husband.

After Michael's first talk at the workshop, we had a short intercession to get up and move around a bit. He walked straight to the back where I was sitting, and he said "I'm just not prepared. I didn't review the power points enough. I'm stumbling through the material. It's not what I wanted."
LIES.
Immediately, Satan was targeting Michael and feeding him lies. He was doing whatever he could possibly do to sway Michael's thinking and confidence in his workshop and in all the tireless effort he put into the material. He was trying to ruin the outcome of what those who were present would gain. He was instilling FEAR in Michael's fearless faith.
BACK OFF SATAN.
I sensed this and immediately dissolved those fears in him. I extinguished the flames that Satan was sparking in Michael. With God's guidance, I reminded Michael these are lies. Rid those thoughts from your mind and remain confident in what you've been preparing for. He knows the material front to back-he wrote it! He's passionate about what he is teaching, and nothing can dissolve those passions in his heart. God has called him to the task of developing and hosting this workshop to serve, teach, love, and guide others on optimizing their lives and not wasting their talents...and he's done just that!
Get off my husband, Satan. Don't mess with this wife! Not today, and not ever.

Michael and I are a team. God created each of us to be exactly what the other needed. Where I am weak, he is strong, and vise versa.
THANK YOU JESUS.

Don't mess with the McElroy's, Satan. You've been warned. We fully plan to serve God where he has called us, and we're going to do this to the best of our abilities.

live fearlessly,
reagan

a few products I'm currently LOVING!

Fri-YAY has ARRIVED!

I am particularly excited for this one... Tomorrow my husband and I will be hosting our first in-house LIVE IRON SHARP WORKSHOP! It's not to late to sign up!!! Join us in learning how to optimize your life and what God has planned for you! 

Today, I want to share with you a few baby products that Everett and I are currently LOVING! 

1) Honest Diaper and Wipes Bundle! provides "honestly safe, effective essentials for family and home". All the way from baby products- diapers, wipes, creams, wash, essentials to household cleaning products and more, Honest has won my heart and love for clean and thought out products for everyday use. They often run specials on diapering and they also offer a free trial pack! The diapers are creative and CUTE, and their philosophy reads, "Safe, effective and honestly adorable. The beneficial-for-baby essentials that bring peace of mind and make diaper duty positively delightful". And better yet, they auto ship your monthly diaper supply to your front doorstep! 

2) Honest Lavender Shampoo and Body Wash- sweet, calming lavender and gently enough to use on both of my sensitive-skin boys! 

3) Honest Face and Body Lotion- also gentle, non-scented, and not too greasy to smear on my sweet baby after bath time.

4) Beautycounter Baby Gentle All Over Wash- Beautycounter strives to get safe, chemical free products for everyday use. My sister-in-law promotes these products and gifted me the Baby Set when E was born. We have LOVED this safe, gentle, non-scented wash during our bath times!

5) Beautycounter Baby Daily Protective Balm- this stuff has been amazing! E has suffered from many moisture rashes mostly around the neckline (thank you, reflux!). This is the ONLY product I have actually seen help improve and heal these sad little rash areas on my boy. 

Check out these awesome products that this gracious momma approves of!

sharing the love,

reagan